Now I have to be able to fit (comfortably) in an airplane seat. Scary thought. I’m definitely flying after the wedding now it makes it all the more real. I’ve got to do this and lose 100lbs.
I haven’t flown since I was about 75lbs lighter than I am now. Maybe even 100-125. At that time I didn’t worry about things like fitting in airline seats, even though I was still a bit heavy. But I could fit places.
Now just thinking about flying causes so much anxiety. And it’s my turn to plan our vacay in 2017 again and I want to do a grand tour of Europe. That will be a lot of flying.
I’m cheating myself out of so much by being this weight.
Today is going well again. Got in over a mile on the treadmill this am before I had my trainer. Tomorrow I am going to try to squeeze in spin between puppy appts and errands.
I’m feeling pretty good about everything, just anxious. But, I need to stay focused and not let myself get discouraged. It’s going to take time. I’ve got to really understand that and not get frustrated at losing little by little. That is the way to do it.
This is about a whole new lifestyle and a whole new me. I can do it, but it’s not going to happen overnight. Stay focused!