Going to end the day at 30 calories over, but, I’ll take it. So hard to consistently hit those goals. I was super snacky today and thought I destroyed my day, so I’m happy enough that I’m only going to be over by 30 calories.
I have to get better at hitting my calorie goals every single day. Events are starting in less than a month and I’m not where I should be. I have a long way to go to get down 100lbs by the wedding and it’s starting to get real.
Our cruise is in 12 days, and I am really still concerned about being able to stay on track while on vacation. There’s so much temptation it’s insane. It’s so easy to eat over cals and not even think about it.
I’m glad we aren’t doing the alcohol program because that will save me a LOT of calories. But part or me still wants to do it, even though I know I shouldn’t. I plan on having a couple drinks on the cruise, but that’s it. I’ve seriously got to stick to that. I can’t just drink myself into a million calories.
So stressed with everything going on and so scared of failing. I hate to verbalize that, but deep down I’m afraid I’m still going to be exactly where I am now for my wedding. I just absolutely cannot let that happen.
I realized this weekend I have gone up about 6 dress sizes since meeting my fiancé. SIX!!!! How does that happen?!
Ok- I’ve got to stay focused and keep my eye on the prize. I have to see myself as a thinner bride. A beautiful bride. I know I’m capable of doing this I just have to be wiling to put in the effort.
How do you stay on track long term?