Having it all

I’ve been vehemently told that “you can’t have everything you want in life”… I’ve decided to use that as motivation, to get exactly what I want: everything.

I’ve never believed in settling- for anything. I never settled in a relationship, which led to many lonely and frustrating and quite tiring years. I’ve never stopped working towards what I want at work- it still feels so far away, but my loving fiancé reminded me today that I’m close- and I am. I’m not saying it’s going to happen in the timeframe I want it to, but, I do think it’s going to happen. So why would I settle for less than living a healthy life?

My weight has always been my Achilles heel. The one thing i could never control- though I’ve certainly tried. Control. What a problem that has been for me. It’s lead me down some dark roads.

But now I’m passed those times, and I’m deserving of good health. I’m not looking to be a size zero, I just want to be a healthy weight. Why would I ever give up on working towards this goal?

If I truly believe that you can have it all in life, that includes being healthy and happy. I’m happier now than I’ve ever been in my whole life. I feel so blessed and there are good things to come.

I’m not giving up on this battle. I’m not 100% if I’m going to have the surgery or not, but I’m still looking in to the possibility. I have to do what’s right for me, regardless of what others may think.

I wanted to be able to do it on my own, but since when is asking for help when you need it a bad thing? Some people will judge. But, as long as I am comfortable with my decision, that’s all that matters.

I’m going to get every single thing I want out of life- or at least die trying.

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